UPDATE: NOTHING HAPPENED!
After some days of sleeping and mindlessly scrolling through Instagram, I am back to looking for a job—a remote one, for sure, or so I guess. Even when I am focusing on my dream, my mind still lingers around the money aspect. Very soon, the savings will end, and I need to refill them somehow. When I am about to click on the APPLY NOW button, my fingers shiver, and my mind shouts- NO. I am trying to be positive and hope not to turn completely insane in this process of figuring. In my head, I just want to sit and scream... Deva re... (Oh God). This is an easy way to include God and push him to create a path, just for me. I am a believer, but is it fair to just dream and pray for some magic? Well, I can do hard work, but where to do the hard work? One thing, I can say for sure now is whenever I am involved in any kind of corporate job, I feel I am living less, I feel less alive, and there is a hole in my stomach, getting bigger and bigger when I am working. As soon as I leave the job...